why did she think...

she was fat?

I've been wandering down memory lane today... I honestly cannot believe how beautiful I was, and sooooo thin.

@@ 2 u

social security lady

that is all, thank you

a secret

I really really want to get pregnant.
i don't want to tell anyone, so i'll put it here, lol. but, i went off the prozac b/c while it's 'ok' during pregnancy it is contraindicated while breastfeeding. there's a good chance i won't want to breastfeed, but i didn't really want to make that decision before i even get pregnant
and, don't expect a big pregnancy announcement if it happens i already decided i want to keep it to myself.
but, i'm very cranky and nervous and worried and scared and excited- so that you will get to enjoy ;)

after then before.

I *still can't figure out how to order the photos on here.

excuse the ugly kitchen and how gross I look, I still don't feel so great. :/

better?

life cycle of a christmas tree

so, jumping off yesterday.... I've now got 2 trees down. I took down "the tree" today. I thought it would be amusing to document it's life......

well, if I could get them in the right order it would be amusing @@

bye bye christmas!

getting it gone is feeling good this year.

day 4....

Sunday I decided to see how many days in a row I could wear the same jeans.

I still haven't spilled anything on them.

<----Stinkley

totally unrelated, but freakin hysterical photo.

----1pm

dammmmmmmmn I was letting the dogs in and Stinkley wiped his paws on me!So, tomorrow I'll have to wear clean pants. bummer

STARDATE...january 3rd 2009. j/k

Nothing on tap for today.

Stringbean is finally allowed to use the wii. He wouldn't help clean the playroom so I finally said ya know you are old enough to make a choice. Help, or don't play. He chose not to play. So after 2 days of listening to Daddy and Gigantor play, he's ready.

I had a really bizarre dream last night that I had a baby, a big fat bald baby boy. I hadn't told anyone I was pregnant so people assumed I had stolen him. strange, dream.

followed

shit, I'm being followed, guess I'd better start doing something entertaining.

yeah, whatever

'08 was the worst year ever. in hopes that '09 will be better to me, I decided to start a blog. I enjoy other peoples' blogs, so thought.. hey maybe I'll enjoy my own. So, whatever dude...here goes.